Wednesday, May 15, 2013

A Year Later

Welllll....... Here I am a year later..... still 246 pounds. Shortly after my last post I fell off the wagon (like less than a week) and I gave up. Why do people do that? Why do I do that? Start something, fall off the wagon, and give up.... why not "dust yourself off and try again!" How'd ya'll like that old Aaliyah song reference? ha!
Today is day one of dieting....again. I am trying the Atkins diet b/c I think it's propbably the only one I can do and not feel deprived!
I have realized here recently that some people have no tact! Two different people have made comments to me aout my weight within the past week and it just crushed me! I would NEVER, even to the largest person alive, comment on someones weight! One of the people I knew and the other person was a complete stranger.
I will hopefully take pictures and continue posting! My biggest goal right now is making it day by day.

My current weight:  246lbs
My current clothing size:  20- pants  XL-XXL- tops
short term goal:  take each day one at a time
long term goal:  to feel good again
Goal weight: 170lbs ( I know that it still heavy for me, but I felt good and looked good at this weight)


This picture was taken less than a week ago on Mothers Day. I am on the left. I was not thrilled when I saw myself in this picture. What a motivating pic for me to lose this weight!!


This picture I was about 175ish lbs and I felt great! I want to get back to this! I am on the right.